Whatever happens to be going on in my life I do seem to feel the need to post daily. Just to chuck out all the stuff in my head into the atmosphere. Even if I did have a mild panic over the number of hits over the past few days and do I actually want people reading all this stuff? Well that’s kind of the point and considering the searches, it’s unlikely people are actually reading this ranting anyway.
So I shall continue to take up space on the net that slows down the rest of the important activities placed over the internet highways..,. like downloading porn and facebook. Yup, mission critical activities there.
Was thinking more on the personality type – I’m so stupidly like my profile – the bit that got me was the inability to hide mood swings. As someone who manages to keep her temper really rather well, I still fly from up to down within seconds and it’s really bloody obvious when I do. I can’t help it, the swing down is like gravity and it’s like the air around me gets foggy. And it can happen like someone dropping a stone. I’m working on staying up, but it’s sometimes a bit like bailing a ferry with a teacup.
The nightmares have yet to cease. last night’s treat was a spider fest. Why oh why must we continue along this line? I’m currently floating around the net trying to get a pic of what these nightmare spiders looked like if only because they left me horridly freaked out for the rest of the night, and therefore my dear reader, I must expose you to the same treatment. I did however find another rant (clicky here for whole thing) of which I really do need to include some of the best bits:
“Ever notice how ‘Arachnid’ sounds a bit like ‘Anti-christ’? No? Have you ever noticed that some spiders are scary little suckers that hang in midair supported by silk cables that are stronger then steel and wait for shit to blunder into them? I assume you have, because occasionally people blunder into them and scream like a little girl because their face is all sticky.” …………
…..”This spider doesn’t hang in midair because Sephiroth already claimed the title ‘Most Unholy Evil Prick To Float In The Sky’. The only reason it doesn’t swim is because Cthulhu most likely lives off the Australian coast and there would be a turf war.”…..
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I can live with the trees with the poison hair (every other tree forms a symbiotic relationship with animals, using them to spread seeds. There is no excuse for this tree, it is simply a jerk). I can live with the poison-torpedo shooting seashells. I forgave the jellyfish. I can look past the snakes. I can forgive the fact that both of our national animals routinely maul tourists who think they’re cute, rather than malevolent and twitchy sacks of hate equipped with sonic-ram-legs. I can forgive the Blue Ringed Octopus. I can forgive the fact that Spore: Australia Edition would be MA 15+. But I cannot forgive the Sydney Funnel Web. …… This is #1 on ‘shit you don’t want to bite you’”
Ok, so I didn’t much appreciate the phot9o back ups, but my word this guy is funny!
But anyway, I found what best represented what was chasing me about last night (apologies to Mr T for likely knees and elbows in knackers while I tossed and turned).
As a dream you can see why this freaked me out, but finding this in the Telegraph as an old image… er this is a real one. It’s a Golden Orb Spider – just your common garden spider in Oz. Ha, just add that to my list of reasons why I am NEVER going to Australia. EVER.
The man upstairs must have a serious grudge against Australians, it must be like some kind of venom based russian roulette every day for them. Maybe that’s why they’re so good at cricket – they’re so used to throwing stuff and running the hell away from it!
So that is my rantings for the day. A night laced with arachnaphobic dreams (which I try to chuck back out of my head by posting on here with images – some weird form of getting used to seeing them I guess).
As for the other stuff – temps this morning remained at 97.60 which means no O as yet, CP & CM look perfect so we did the 2nd AI of the cycle this morning so that’s it now, I’m just waiting for some signal that O has occurred so I can get on with the two week wait. Maybe this month will be easier if only I have some confirmation that O did actually happen. After all the headaches from the estrogen pills it bloody well wants to have worked. So fingers crossed for a reading of 98.something for tomorrow, else I have another day of fretting that it was all for nothing. No, stay positive. This month is it - hey, the possible side effects for the drugs is multiples… could you imagine… it works and we end up with twins! No more than that though please – I only have two boobs!
So for tonight, Can I have a thermal shift and sweet dreams about bunnies and kittens that aren’t trying to kill me?
Man that spider would scare me too!!